So yeah, it’s been a month since my last entry.......but here I am, ready to get back to it. I was in a little bit of a funk these past few weeks and I didn’t want that to reflect in my writing, but then a good friend of mine reminded me that, that’s what being real and open is all about.......sometimes having to share shit we really don’t want to. Letting people see us at our not-so-great.

I’m nearing the last leg of my divorce proceedings and honestly, I was ready to throw in the towel. I’m not built for spite and nastiness......it hurts my heart. I also am the type of that person who doesn’t like loose ends and being tethered to things that no longer add to my life, it makes me crazy and I feel like I’m in limbo. Miraculously, things took a turn for the better and in probably less than a month, I will finally be free. Lesson learned......when you feel like you just can’t give anything else, like you don’t have one more ounce of fight in you.......hang in there, you’ll be surprised.

Life is so unexpected. Every day, every hour, every moment......we honestly have no control over what might happen. Now, I’m not saying to just lie there like a sack of potatoes and take whatever it throws at ya, you still have to be an active participant in it.......otherwise, what’s the point? Just expect the unexpected. Roll with it. Sometimes tell it to fuck off and do what you want anyway, but always pay attention to the message it’s trying to convey to us.